when you said you're going to get married next year,
honestly I didn't know what to say
i should have said congratulation if i follow the ethics
but those words seemed very hard to slip away
my first thought was our debate,
our long discussion about your apathetic
our long conversation about human and destiny
about literature, quotes, songs, and poetry,
about words, beautiful words, something that others may think as a boring subject
about economic theory, and how i never get that
about the past and the future,
something we would never understand
then i thought i'm gonna lose an equal enemy in our endless fight
an enemy i respect
someone who never feel intimidate by my thought, none like the others
someone who could cruelly say that i'm mediocre but i end up laughing instead of being insulted
and then next year, in the name of ethics too,
i should not asking you about something that would turns out into endless debate
i should keeping the distance into somewhat i call now as a cliche relation
i should show up just to ask how's work and the weather
and i'm gonna follow your life just from your pictures shown
i know that people change,
things change,
life changes,
normal people should grow up
and now i think i know why Peter Pan refused to be grown ups,
if to be grown ups mean losing some people because they no longer fit in our life,
can i refuse too?
because it's not who you can live with actually,
but who you can't live without..
